I’m sorry to everyone I have not called.
I’m sorry to everyone I have not called or e-mailed back.
I’m sorry to everyone I have not personally thanked for the kind
things you’ve done or sent or the prayers.
(I immensely appreciate every card & well wishes, prayers & cookies…. Everything I receive I am truly thankful for deep in my heart.)
Just when I feel I’m gaining some bearings and maybe can begin to concentrate on those things, the rug gets pulled out from under me and I lose my ground.
It is really hard to “stay positive” when you get beaten back down. There are days when I really want to smack someone that says “keep positive”. But there are days when I REALLY need to hear it.
((I’ve had some setbacks.))